Allow me to deconstruct myself

Back in 2006, I created a blogspot and to tell you the truth I was kidding myself. It is mainly my paper that I wrote for my study. I just completely forget about it, too lazy or maybe to ashame of it, and choose to ignore it, mostly because I feel I was going on the wrong path. It is no way a true representation of myself.

I feel it is only fitting that I start this new one with a post to deconstruct myself and what I have wrote.

Deconstruction to my view is an analysis, by taking and already preconcieved notion or a predetermined form and break it down or strip it down to its very foundation or core.

The simplest way for me to do that is I guess to first deconstruct my measurment of happiness. By measurement I mean the factual, quantity based measurements; not some abstract conception. It is perhaps a work in progress...I do not have an end in mind. Maybe I will discover the path to deconstruction, along with you hopefully, as I go along.

Happiness to me is measured by:

The amount of money in the bank
$10

The number of places I have been
29 cities
7 countries
2 continents
12 Indonesian provinces

The number of pictures I took
Professional SLR Camera: 0
Lomo: 1
Pictures taken: +1000
Digital camera I can borrow: 1

The number of songs I wrote
20 recorded, 10 on progress (floating on air)
1 and a half band (the other is not so serious)

The number of designs
8 panels
4 booths
10 advertisements
20 school projects
40 'thank you' projects
50 fun projects

The number of people I know
From school, 100 tops: forget about the rest
From Uni, 200 tops: the rest, can't give a name to a face
From Buma, 50: never met the rest
From Band: 30
From work: 100
From hanging out: 200

The number of projects handled
Awards: 0
Handled: 20
Active: 3
Setting up: 1
Prospective:1